hmmm... more additions to my sadness.... 2 very impt pple in my life is leaving to go overseas to study... Grace and Arun.
Good for u cuz! u made it! god bless u in ur endeavours babe! i'm sure u can do it! =) u'll b back soon b4 u noe it k! ;) i'm sure all of us back here will be praying for ur safety, courage & wisdom. but u urself must b determined k! :)
Arun.. my buddy... he's not only going overseas to study.. he would also be migrating to India next yr. this really sucks. everyone's jus leaving. But no matter wad, i wish him well.
well, MR shud b enjoying himself in Bangkok now! woohoo! all e shopping & food! :P heh cuz dun u wish we were dere too? all the tom yum & thai iced tea... gosh............ yummy yummy yummy i got love in my tummy! :P
hmmm current craving for teppanyaki! cuzy! when?? tag me!
today's a sat n i'm at hm... dun really feel like going out... so bloody hot. mayb at nite wif sista la.. for coffee or wad dat is if it aint too hot... :P
oh okie.. now updates on wad exciting Lydia did last nite!
*Recalling* Uploading from Lydia's mind at 1kb/s...
well, my wondeful & eventful Friday started off with my mum & i heading down to Kimage to meet Grace to have a hair cut! End product, we were all well pleased! ;) odd sia... it's been a long time since i've had short fringe... guess now no sch so can afford the fringe on the face look eh? ;P
thereafter mum & i headed to Grace's house for a fulfilling lunch! wow.. yummy stuff man. cuz.. u need to take cooking lessons from Lani man... tsktsktsk.. =X
after lunch i had to scoot off to driving! this is the killer part. haii.. jus like every other driving lesson, n being like any other FEMALE driver.. I SUCK! so horrifying! esp when u meet ass hole drivers dat swerve n cut ur lane even when ure nearing. ungentlemanly ass holes i say! they deserved to get punched! my 1st time swearing in the damn car in front of my instructor ok.. spoil my mkt only that ass hole. tell u... if i ever meet him again... dat's it! hmph! all those heavy vehicles.. tonner trucks, lorries, vans, pick-ups! driving me crazy man! somemore we went on Route 6! killer i say! all the way to Jln Eunos & U-turn back to the driving centre. my heart can stop beating when i'm on dat road sia.. totally different feeling. taxis & cars all at high speeds even tho it's only 2+pm & the traffic is so damn bloody heavy. duno where the hell everyone is rushing to lor.apparently the damn "L" plate isnt dat obvious in their faces that they have to drive so fast & not give way to me. come on lor. wadever happened to graciousness & courtesy sia! *annoyed & exasperated* anyway... so ya.. praying hard n crossing my fingers dat i wont have to go on Route 6 for my test.
okie so 1 and a half hrs hav passed. moving on...
met Grace my darling at Eunos mrt n headed to ICA building to update her passport pic! awww.. u guys shud c my cuzy when she was young.... well, FYI, Grace had to change her passport pic bcos.... 1stly, *wails* she's going away... 2ndly.... *LMAO* immigration officers told her the pic too long ago liao... time for a change cos someone "zhang da le" (grow up already) so cannot use 'younger day's' pic.... tsktsktsk cuz.... dun worry la u aint dat old... only 20yrs n 45days old only la.. so no worries! long way ahead ya! ;) n u can continue to deny urself of ur age... no problem at all... =X so ya.. i accompanied her to change her photo n dat took like 10mins tops. after dat we headed to Orchard, Crown Prince Hotel's Swensens to indulge in some ice cream cos the weather was a killer... went on to walk ard in Paragon where Qin met us. so we stayed dere til Nic met us *chuckles* for dinner. we dined at Thai Express! den soon came Ralph, Grace's fren. nice soft spoken guy.. seems nice duno y my cuz so picky. but anyway.. so ya.. he came we left to Holland V!!
Wala Bar... my gdness! Fun begins here. Qin & Nic left so Grace n i went up to try to find a seat 1st. Jus when we thot we were there pretty early. dere were pple who were dere earlier sia! o_O
so freakin crowded! so cuzy n i faster queued n got our asses in. so we went up. oh ya did i forget to mention our *ahem* Orange Menthol Flavoured Ciggies?! nice i say! :P *chuckles* so ya.. we were upstairs, quite a few 'harlow deres' la but nah... wasnt in the mood to chk out anyone so ya... cuzy decided we shud go stand in a corner n wait for the band to come on. Just then! *aha!* dere was a grp of old men k la.. matured men who were at 2 tables at a nice cozy corner where Grace n i were standing... so they offered their seats to me & grace... so kind of dem... soon after Ralph came to join us frm his dinner along wif 2 other frens. hmm.. all nice pple la. at least not dat kind shy shy cannot talk. so quite gd la. but so paiseh to show dem the smoking side of me. not very nice la i tink. oh wellz.. *shrugs*
from Wala, we left at 11.45pm thereabouts n headed to 85 for some bak chor mee! hee! cuzy was hungry. supper supper! i had chicken wings! wow they were lovely! so i headed hm abt 1+... totally shagged... heh lousy sia... =X haa!
yup so anyhow that was how my Friday went! ;)
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
the happenings...
A NEW POPE!
first, as at s'pore time abt 1+am, 20th April 2005, a new pope was elected. Pope Benedict XVI, aka, Joseph Ratzinger.. a bishop frm Germany. a very learned man who has been assisting the late John Paul II for over 20 yrs. congratulations to him, may the good Lord bless n watch over him & may he lead God's pple in peace, love & harmony.
WHAT'S GOING ON?
I need some serious help or some kinda sign to help me understand. y dis internal struggle? y dis complication? y dis mess? y me? y cant i solve it? y cant i b less problemtic 2 others? fuck. i hate how i feel.
what can i do? what shud i do? what shud i say? who can help me? questions questions questions! i need to tink straight.
i dont know if i need to be in love. i dont know if i can trust & how to do it. cant i be taught? cant he b patient? all i need is time & guidance. is dat so much to ask for? i believe dat wad will b urs will b urs eventually. i also believe dat gd things will come to those who wait.
fate? wad is fate? how does one define fate? jus bcos of 1 mere incident dat decides we're not fated. wow, how superficial is dat? how abt all the other times we do meet or dat have been spent, those arent so called fated? meeting one another, crossing paths, not fated either? when i was upset & crying, i wonder who was the one who called me out of a sudden? like as if he knew dat i was in some kind of trouble... i'm sure dat's not fate either.
i believe i'm not the only person in the game of love who has been hurt b4.. i know many others who might have even suffered a worst fate den me. but well, every individual has different tolerance levels. every gd or bad situation always has smthg we can gain frm. experience. learning issues. things we know n hope will never happen again. but we can only prevent. how do we know for sure things will or will not work out? how do we know how to help one another if we dont even talk? dont even learn to discuss issues openly, objectively & calmly?
i really dont know... all these are jus random thots running thru my mind. collectively, i'm optimistic. i always hope for the best & pray for a direction. every decision & choice has a risk involved, be it gd or bad. we can always try to look at the bigger picture. but den again, as i said, how can one ensure absolutely no mistakes?
some tink the problems they face r big & troublesome & they dread it, try to avoid. some tink nthg of their problems & jus enjoy n tink of fun. whereas, some others tink abt their problems n try to face up to it n tink of solutions. i dun like running away from problems. jus as how i have to face the S$450. i'll face my other problems the same. take a deep breath n say "come on! let's do it" isnt simple i know but dat's jus me, i'll do it.
when u need me, i'll b here.. when ever, where ever.
jus dun wish to be left hanging not knowing wad's going on in the mind & heart of urs.
it's been a long time since i last worried so much abt someone. tink that is pretty significant already huh.. but who cares anyway? all my life, most of my actions or intentions r always doubted. oh well, perhaps i'm jus destined to live dis sorta life. hopefully, 1 day truly, some one wud b kind n patient enough to teach me.
first, as at s'pore time abt 1+am, 20th April 2005, a new pope was elected. Pope Benedict XVI, aka, Joseph Ratzinger.. a bishop frm Germany. a very learned man who has been assisting the late John Paul II for over 20 yrs. congratulations to him, may the good Lord bless n watch over him & may he lead God's pple in peace, love & harmony.
WHAT'S GOING ON?
I need some serious help or some kinda sign to help me understand. y dis internal struggle? y dis complication? y dis mess? y me? y cant i solve it? y cant i b less problemtic 2 others? fuck. i hate how i feel.
what can i do? what shud i do? what shud i say? who can help me? questions questions questions! i need to tink straight.
i dont know if i need to be in love. i dont know if i can trust & how to do it. cant i be taught? cant he b patient? all i need is time & guidance. is dat so much to ask for? i believe dat wad will b urs will b urs eventually. i also believe dat gd things will come to those who wait.
fate? wad is fate? how does one define fate? jus bcos of 1 mere incident dat decides we're not fated. wow, how superficial is dat? how abt all the other times we do meet or dat have been spent, those arent so called fated? meeting one another, crossing paths, not fated either? when i was upset & crying, i wonder who was the one who called me out of a sudden? like as if he knew dat i was in some kind of trouble... i'm sure dat's not fate either.
i believe i'm not the only person in the game of love who has been hurt b4.. i know many others who might have even suffered a worst fate den me. but well, every individual has different tolerance levels. every gd or bad situation always has smthg we can gain frm. experience. learning issues. things we know n hope will never happen again. but we can only prevent. how do we know for sure things will or will not work out? how do we know how to help one another if we dont even talk? dont even learn to discuss issues openly, objectively & calmly?
i really dont know... all these are jus random thots running thru my mind. collectively, i'm optimistic. i always hope for the best & pray for a direction. every decision & choice has a risk involved, be it gd or bad. we can always try to look at the bigger picture. but den again, as i said, how can one ensure absolutely no mistakes?
some tink the problems they face r big & troublesome & they dread it, try to avoid. some tink nthg of their problems & jus enjoy n tink of fun. whereas, some others tink abt their problems n try to face up to it n tink of solutions. i dun like running away from problems. jus as how i have to face the S$450. i'll face my other problems the same. take a deep breath n say "come on! let's do it" isnt simple i know but dat's jus me, i'll do it.
when u need me, i'll b here.. when ever, where ever.
jus dun wish to be left hanging not knowing wad's going on in the mind & heart of urs.
it's been a long time since i last worried so much abt someone. tink that is pretty significant already huh.. but who cares anyway? all my life, most of my actions or intentions r always doubted. oh well, perhaps i'm jus destined to live dis sorta life. hopefully, 1 day truly, some one wud b kind n patient enough to teach me.
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
i want peace like a river...
P E A C E = S H A L O M
where is the love? MR... for heaven's sake... pls be nicer to grace... after all dat she's done for u.... n after all dat the both of u have been thru.... dun u tink she deserves better den dat? come on....
qin n grace hav been fighting wif MR the whole nite now.. i'm exasperated... nthg left to say... been trying to calm MR's nerves for a long time now... seems like a hand full man... sheesh...
started the day at sch wif money issues which were pressing.. felt pretty pressured somehow.. din like it but guess it's a responsibility & jus hav to face it.
$450... how m i to settle dat? need to find a job desperately... need to save money... all my SIP money is GONE. m down to pennies now... sucks
after meeting.. lunch. den headed down to SIM.. wad along n arduous journey... but luckily i had MR & Grace! ;) den met up wif lucas at SIM where he was also gonna apply for a course... he applied for UOL whereas i applied for RMIT.. tink this program suits me better... 1 yr exemption somemore! weee!!! such joy! haa! cant wait to go to melbourne too! can get to c my boobies!!!! ;) she promised a personalised tour ard too! *ahem* :P
yup.. so after i finished my application i had to head hm for dinner... a day ended jus like dat.... heh... tiring but pretty fruitful i guess... nthg ventured nthg gained
where is the love? MR... for heaven's sake... pls be nicer to grace... after all dat she's done for u.... n after all dat the both of u have been thru.... dun u tink she deserves better den dat? come on....
qin n grace hav been fighting wif MR the whole nite now.. i'm exasperated... nthg left to say... been trying to calm MR's nerves for a long time now... seems like a hand full man... sheesh...
started the day at sch wif money issues which were pressing.. felt pretty pressured somehow.. din like it but guess it's a responsibility & jus hav to face it.
$450... how m i to settle dat? need to find a job desperately... need to save money... all my SIP money is GONE. m down to pennies now... sucks
after meeting.. lunch. den headed down to SIM.. wad along n arduous journey... but luckily i had MR & Grace! ;) den met up wif lucas at SIM where he was also gonna apply for a course... he applied for UOL whereas i applied for RMIT.. tink this program suits me better... 1 yr exemption somemore! weee!!! such joy! haa! cant wait to go to melbourne too! can get to c my boobies!!!! ;) she promised a personalised tour ard too! *ahem* :P
yup.. so after i finished my application i had to head hm for dinner... a day ended jus like dat.... heh... tiring but pretty fruitful i guess... nthg ventured nthg gained
Monday, April 18, 2005
the rise and fall
current song playing: shape of my heart
how do i feel rite now i'm not too sure.. i jus know everything sucks. n i dun like feeling dis way. but i guess i dun hav much of a choice. jus suck it up n take it.
I live my life in chains got my hands in chains
and I can't stick with the cards that I got with a deal like this
I must insist a girls got more to do then be the way you think a woman should
I'm taking it into my hands
In this mans land I cant understand why I'm taking command
I've had enough of stuff and now it's time to think about me, me yea
and you can easily gamble your life away second after secondand day by day
you play the game or you walk away it's a new turn on a blue day
and a cool deal of life for me and it's all good
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
but that's not the shape of my heart
I've always played it safe nothings ever safe give me the courage to back my own convictions
every decision I make I pay it back and more now turn the cards and let them fall to me I don't need to play on with the hand that they have given me
I give it back coz it's not the way it has to be
how do i feel rite now i'm not too sure.. i jus know everything sucks. n i dun like feeling dis way. but i guess i dun hav much of a choice. jus suck it up n take it.
I live my life in chains got my hands in chains
and I can't stick with the cards that I got with a deal like this
I must insist a girls got more to do then be the way you think a woman should
I'm taking it into my hands
In this mans land I cant understand why I'm taking command
I've had enough of stuff and now it's time to think about me, me yea
and you can easily gamble your life away second after secondand day by day
you play the game or you walk away it's a new turn on a blue day
and a cool deal of life for me and it's all good
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
but that's not the shape of my heart
I've always played it safe nothings ever safe give me the courage to back my own convictions
every decision I make I pay it back and more now turn the cards and let them fall to me I don't need to play on with the hand that they have given me
I give it back coz it's not the way it has to be
Sunday, April 17, 2005
..:state of confusion:..
i've got so many things running thru & ard in my mind dat it feels claustrophobic already...
guess i hav certain issues that i need to settle within myself dat i feel perhaps God is the only being that is able to help me thru this mess.
sometimes i wonder wad's wrong with me or wad hav i done to be in this position..
i know i am blessed for the many pple in my life who hav always been supporting, loving, caring & understanding me all this time. Also, the experiences both gd & bad dat i hav gained during the past 3 yrs is beyond description. i feel i have grown & matured in certain ways... but of cos dere's still much more for me out dere to explore..
God will make a way when there seems to be no way.
anyway Fie is in R.O.C now.. i wish him well.
yup read my title... dat's how i feel. oh well...
guess i hav certain issues that i need to settle within myself dat i feel perhaps God is the only being that is able to help me thru this mess.
sometimes i wonder wad's wrong with me or wad hav i done to be in this position..
i know i am blessed for the many pple in my life who hav always been supporting, loving, caring & understanding me all this time. Also, the experiences both gd & bad dat i hav gained during the past 3 yrs is beyond description. i feel i have grown & matured in certain ways... but of cos dere's still much more for me out dere to explore..
God will make a way when there seems to be no way.
anyway Fie is in R.O.C now.. i wish him well.
yup read my title... dat's how i feel. oh well...
Thursday, April 14, 2005
....B.O.R.I.N.G.....
downloading songs.. listening to songs, watching the OC, checking my email, chatting on MSN.. seems like the way i past my time of late... haha! but i'm quite enjoying it la. the comfort of doing 'nothing'. =P
well i've come to realise that problems & worries do not end when school ends. nope! no such thing. =)
i've still got the damn gown problem to worry abt! called the bridal shop up today to chk status. apparently Shenice (the girl i rented e gown frm) says dat she has been chasing Hyatt for the compensation. Damn shit man Hyatt. they suck at service recovery. bet grace & i wud do a better job anytime man! ass holes 1 by 1...
also... e DnD matters... MR & Grace, hang in dere k! wadever it is we're in dis together.. so yup. errr let me try dis.. *in chinese* 'tuan jie jiu shi li liang' k! so we'll all pull thru dis together!
i need a job, i need to work, i need to earn money, i gotta stop spending, i gotta save money, i gotta find a uni.... oh so many thots i say! *mind boggling*
anyway... i need to run an errand for Fir... get his ziplock bags for him... but damn it. wed it was close! so i went back earlier today, still closed. den when i passed it at 2pm it was open! shit! damn not fated la! haii... nonetheless i shall go back agn tmr... damn hot day n i'm feelin really lathargic.. think it's the heat dat's getting to me.. sorry guys, excuse my french. i need to find a job!!!! anyone got anything for me? pls let me noe ya?
so yes, lydia's been bumming.. new record i must say, i havent seen my cuzy in 3+ days til yesterday! woohoo! feels weird somehow... haa! :p so anyway MR & Grace were over at my place yesterday... bonding time i say! =) well i had fun eventho i was really worn out.. sis says she & MR like machiam "ho peng yu" wuahahaha... wad to do.... lao beng n lao lian hit it off ma... =X
..... so yup.. tmr is friday. Fir is comin out.. gonna b leavin on a jet plane soon... for that we shall pray for world peace & safety! ;)
i wish all of u peace & love.
well i've come to realise that problems & worries do not end when school ends. nope! no such thing. =)
i've still got the damn gown problem to worry abt! called the bridal shop up today to chk status. apparently Shenice (the girl i rented e gown frm) says dat she has been chasing Hyatt for the compensation. Damn shit man Hyatt. they suck at service recovery. bet grace & i wud do a better job anytime man! ass holes 1 by 1...
also... e DnD matters... MR & Grace, hang in dere k! wadever it is we're in dis together.. so yup. errr let me try dis.. *in chinese* 'tuan jie jiu shi li liang' k! so we'll all pull thru dis together!
i need a job, i need to work, i need to earn money, i gotta stop spending, i gotta save money, i gotta find a uni.... oh so many thots i say! *mind boggling*
anyway... i need to run an errand for Fir... get his ziplock bags for him... but damn it. wed it was close! so i went back earlier today, still closed. den when i passed it at 2pm it was open! shit! damn not fated la! haii... nonetheless i shall go back agn tmr... damn hot day n i'm feelin really lathargic.. think it's the heat dat's getting to me.. sorry guys, excuse my french. i need to find a job!!!! anyone got anything for me? pls let me noe ya?
so yes, lydia's been bumming.. new record i must say, i havent seen my cuzy in 3+ days til yesterday! woohoo! feels weird somehow... haa! :p so anyway MR & Grace were over at my place yesterday... bonding time i say! =) well i had fun eventho i was really worn out.. sis says she & MR like machiam "ho peng yu" wuahahaha... wad to do.... lao beng n lao lian hit it off ma... =X
..... so yup.. tmr is friday. Fir is comin out.. gonna b leavin on a jet plane soon... for that we shall pray for world peace & safety! ;)
i wish all of u peace & love.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Another long day...
Wonderful things happened on saturday 09 April 2005...
as i slept at 4am.. woke up at 9+, made my way down to Hyatt n reached at 11.50am.
the damn duty ass hole manager MR KENNY YEO didnt call me as he promised! LIAR! super pissed off! but nonetheless, i tried calling n all dat.. went to far east to Jack Tailoring to try to salvage my gown but to no avail.
Cuz, MR, I'm so sorry i wasted ur sat noon when u both cud b at hm resting frm an eventful nite but dere u both were waiting for me to settle my bullshit problems.
*sigh* sucky sucky day initially.. had to wait for the bell boy to send my gown down to the bridal shop at tanjung pagar.. damnit lor. like as if tanjung pagar is 10,000 miles away frm town... took so bloody long! i even had time to nap! shit.
anyway so eventually my damn gown reached & let the bridal shop pple access the situation... the compensation wud cost at least $300. technically it's alrite. i was expecting $1000.. but thank god it wasnt so. after many many calls, the Asst. Director of F&B frm Hyatt, Mr Ben Perera, with a SINGLE phone call which lasted less den A MINUTE, said "no problem, i'll handle Mr Kenny Ass Yeo & pay for the compensation."
OF COS THEY SHUD! i'm only a student.... =( k la.. but it was partly my fault & bad luck too... *sigh*
jus hopefully in the next couple of days things will be more confirmed & i'll get my $200 back frm the bridal shop. was really worried abt the whole situation. But then again, Thanks Cuz and MR.. Thanks for being there for me. Really appreciate it.
After being at Tanjung Pagar for abt 4hrs, we left, i went to meet Fie. Spend some time wif him b4 he goes off.. hope his trip wud go well & return safe.
as i slept at 4am.. woke up at 9+, made my way down to Hyatt n reached at 11.50am.
the damn duty ass hole manager MR KENNY YEO didnt call me as he promised! LIAR! super pissed off! but nonetheless, i tried calling n all dat.. went to far east to Jack Tailoring to try to salvage my gown but to no avail.
Cuz, MR, I'm so sorry i wasted ur sat noon when u both cud b at hm resting frm an eventful nite but dere u both were waiting for me to settle my bullshit problems.
*sigh* sucky sucky day initially.. had to wait for the bell boy to send my gown down to the bridal shop at tanjung pagar.. damnit lor. like as if tanjung pagar is 10,000 miles away frm town... took so bloody long! i even had time to nap! shit.
anyway so eventually my damn gown reached & let the bridal shop pple access the situation... the compensation wud cost at least $300. technically it's alrite. i was expecting $1000.. but thank god it wasnt so. after many many calls, the Asst. Director of F&B frm Hyatt, Mr Ben Perera, with a SINGLE phone call which lasted less den A MINUTE, said "no problem, i'll handle Mr Kenny Ass Yeo & pay for the compensation."
OF COS THEY SHUD! i'm only a student.... =( k la.. but it was partly my fault & bad luck too... *sigh*
jus hopefully in the next couple of days things will be more confirmed & i'll get my $200 back frm the bridal shop. was really worried abt the whole situation. But then again, Thanks Cuz and MR.. Thanks for being there for me. Really appreciate it.
After being at Tanjung Pagar for abt 4hrs, we left, i went to meet Fie. Spend some time wif him b4 he goes off.. hope his trip wud go well & return safe.
Saturday, April 09, 2005
My 1st D&D
08 April 2005
Grand Hyatt Hotel, Grand Ballroon
Temasek Polytechnic's Dinner & Dance
Grace approached me last yr during my late grandpa's bday party & asked me to join her committee to help organise TP's D&D 2005.
Initially I was shocked dat me, a non SU person cud help her out.. but she was like "can la.." so okie lor.. i decided to help my cuzy! after all i aint got nthg to loose, on the flip side, i gained so much more!
if grace din ask me, n if i din agree, i wudnt hav met all e lovely pple on the committee! these pple hav been really fun to work with & i'm jus really glad to know dem! Thanks cuz for everything! :) and for the chance of working wif u on a project at 1 pt in time of our lives.
08 April 2005 was a hectic & quite emotional day. Everyone was physically & mentally drained from the whole planning of the event. Planning process may not have been the smoothest but i'm sure we'll all work together to figure smthg out! ;) poor grace she was the busiest but i seriously tink she handled the flow well.. not sure who cud hav done a better job.. it was really fun & i tink arun & khai made a gd pair for the emcee part. damn funny sia! laugh until full! haha.. prom king prom queen segment on the other hand......... hmmmmmmm.... yea.. ivan won... err... i wasnt surprised la i guess... duno how come he so lucky girl fan base so wide.... wonder how dat feels man.... oh well... i can only wonder... :P
Alvin, Khai & Eric were dressed in their costumes, really groovy man! MR, Kaisheng, Darren, Fuad, Weijian & Eric on the other hand were in suits..
MR .. u look fine in the suit ok... ;)
Needless to say... all the girls looked stunning! =)
cuz ... ur hair was beautiful & over all, u were fabulous! any postive adjectives cud b used on u on fri nite ;)
Well.... here comes the depressing part... my fuckin gown was torn bcos it got stuck in the damn escalator. haii.. really sway.. my 1st time wearin a gown... my 1st time attending a D&D n dis has to happen.. oh well.. but was really thankful for MR & Claudia! they were dere to distract me & help me feel better. Don't know how else I wud hav reacted if they werent ard esp MR. yup.. so thank u, really.
Everthing ended slightly before 1.. so we went back to our rooms to change & i got ready to leave. left the hotel to pick ivan frm Gallery Hotel at 1.30 den headed home.. this marked the end of my very eventful night.
Grand Hyatt Hotel, Grand Ballroon
Temasek Polytechnic's Dinner & Dance
Grace approached me last yr during my late grandpa's bday party & asked me to join her committee to help organise TP's D&D 2005.
Initially I was shocked dat me, a non SU person cud help her out.. but she was like "can la.." so okie lor.. i decided to help my cuzy! after all i aint got nthg to loose, on the flip side, i gained so much more!
if grace din ask me, n if i din agree, i wudnt hav met all e lovely pple on the committee! these pple hav been really fun to work with & i'm jus really glad to know dem! Thanks cuz for everything! :) and for the chance of working wif u on a project at 1 pt in time of our lives.
08 April 2005 was a hectic & quite emotional day. Everyone was physically & mentally drained from the whole planning of the event. Planning process may not have been the smoothest but i'm sure we'll all work together to figure smthg out! ;) poor grace she was the busiest but i seriously tink she handled the flow well.. not sure who cud hav done a better job.. it was really fun & i tink arun & khai made a gd pair for the emcee part. damn funny sia! laugh until full! haha..
Alvin, Khai & Eric were dressed in their costumes, really groovy man! MR, Kaisheng, Darren, Fuad, Weijian & Eric on the other hand were in suits..
MR .. u look fine in the suit ok... ;)
Needless to say... all the girls looked stunning! =)
cuz ... ur hair was beautiful & over all, u were fabulous! any postive adjectives cud b used on u on fri nite ;)
Well.... here comes the depressing part... my fuckin gown was torn bcos it got stuck in the damn escalator. haii.. really sway.. my 1st time wearin a gown... my 1st time attending a D&D n dis has to happen.. oh well.. but was really thankful for MR & Claudia! they were dere to distract me & help me feel better. Don't know how else I wud hav reacted if they werent ard esp MR. yup.. so thank u, really.
Everthing ended slightly before 1.. so we went back to our rooms to change & i got ready to leave. left the hotel to pick ivan frm Gallery Hotel at 1.30 den headed home.. this marked the end of my very eventful night.
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
I got a Tag Board!!!
YAY!!! FINALLY i've got my tag board! thanks to Qin-a-ling!
u rock girl! thank u so much!
so anyone feel free to msg me! it's so fun! haa! =P
u rock girl! thank u so much!
so anyone feel free to msg me! it's so fun! haa! =P
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
my reflection...
LUNCH TIME!!!
is anybody eating? suddenly i miss someone very much... *winks*
ok... i need help! anybody knows how to add a tag board to my damn blog?? pls let me noe on msn or wad.. thanks!
next pt. i was jus wondering... how far can frens go? and how to draw a line between frens & boyfren? wad i mean is... how can u hav a crush on ur buddy? it's so weird! esp if SHE is older den him... it's jus so totally gross to me.. best part is its been hidden! feelings hav been hidden for so long! how?
well.. sometimes the person u love the most may not love u as much. the price to pay is great. but like i believe, every choice & decision in life requires risks.
i used to think that Love makes the world go round. however i m not so foolish anymore.. wake up smell the coffee & realise, i must b practical & realistic! ok ya.. it is possible to love ur other half, frens & family but can love buy u food? can love buy u our basic neccessaties? oh well.. guess not.
however! love is still impt somehow since my last relationship i have grown cautious & skeptical. really hope i can find someone who wud love me someday... somehow...
damn! i sound so sappy! but no matter cos i'm happy wif the way my life is rite now! yup! so if u need some joy in ur life.... *errhmmm* i'm here! ;)
is anybody eating? suddenly i miss someone very much... *winks*
ok... i need help! anybody knows how to add a tag board to my damn blog?? pls let me noe on msn or wad.. thanks!
next pt. i was jus wondering... how far can frens go? and how to draw a line between frens & boyfren? wad i mean is... how can u hav a crush on ur buddy? it's so weird! esp if SHE is older den him...
well.. sometimes the person u love the most may not love u as much. the price to pay is great. but like i believe, every choice & decision in life requires risks.
i used to think that Love makes the world go round. however i m not so foolish anymore.. wake up smell the coffee & realise, i must b practical & realistic! ok ya.. it is possible to love ur other half, frens & family but can love buy u food? can love buy u our basic neccessaties? oh well.. guess not.
however! love is still impt
damn! i sound so sappy!
Monday, April 04, 2005
The Loss of One of The World's Greatest Man
I must say I was pretty affected by the Pope's passing on. I feel it is a loss to humanity. Really pray the next Pope would carry on Pope John Paul II's great legacy and love for the church and God's creation.
Although I have only been a Catholic for 4 years now, I've been brought up in a Catholic environment since I was 6. And ever since I can remember, the Pope has done so much for the world. Always striving for world peace and good inter-religious relationships and ties. Yesterday before I attended mass, I was watching CNA show case news about the late Pope and his missions. Not only did he travel around the world to visit the poor and sick. He also came to celebrate mass in S'pore back in Nov 1986. Such a small island could attain a visit from the Pope! The Pope's actions clearly displays his enthusiasm, zeal and love for God and his people. I was moved to tears as I watched. The late Pope, I pray for God's mercy and may he be in heaven with God in glory and may perpetual light shine upon him.
Although I have only been a Catholic for 4 years now, I've been brought up in a Catholic environment since I was 6. And ever since I can remember, the Pope has done so much for the world. Always striving for world peace and good inter-religious relationships and ties. Yesterday before I attended mass, I was watching CNA show case news about the late Pope and his missions. Not only did he travel around the world to visit the poor and sick. He also came to celebrate mass in S'pore back in Nov 1986. Such a small island could attain a visit from the Pope! The Pope's actions clearly displays his enthusiasm, zeal and love for God and his people. I was moved to tears as I watched. The late Pope, I pray for God's mercy and may he be in heaven with God in glory and may perpetual light shine upon him.
guess who's back!
my sis is back!!! yeeppeeee!!!! =)
now i wont be all alone in my room anymore! haa!
she bought super a lot of treats back from Sydney!
all her pics look really great! tink i'll hav to visit that city really soon for myself!
have always wanted to visit Melbourne & Sydney for a couple of years now..
will be going to Brisbane & Gold Coast soon tho ;) lookin forward to that!
anybody wanna c pics of Sydney... pls let me noe.
now i wont be all alone in my room anymore! haa!
she bought super a lot of treats back from Sydney!
all her pics look really great! tink i'll hav to visit that city really soon for myself!
have always wanted to visit Melbourne & Sydney for a couple of years now..
will be going to Brisbane & Gold Coast soon tho ;) lookin forward to that!
anybody wanna c pics of Sydney... pls let me noe.
Saturday, April 02, 2005
And the winner of Ms S'pore Universe Is.......
Happening!!!! Ms Cheryl Tay!!!! she is so so hot & so so smart!
she looks great on tv & in person! (not dat i was up close & personal wif her..)
great charisma, great attitude! i like! too bad i aint a guy... *wasted*
well.. i went to Mediacorp studios wif grace & qin to support Ms Jacqueline Ong (Grace's dad's side cousin) cos she was 1 of the contestents... she looks great la.. hot bod & all.. but unfortunately she din quite make it in the end...
the person i was rooting for was Rebecca Lim! wah lao.. wasted sia... her answers r damn crappy!!! such a pretty face but.... haiiizzzz
Jeannie Fong also. super sweet face.. very endearing.. BUT....
However Grace, qin n i had fun i suppose... checkin out guys wif roving eyes, commenting on the other contestents like machiam we damn chio ourselves... haha! :P
but seriously... Cheryl Tay deserves to win! so happy for her altho she din look exactly surprised dat she was gonna win... unlike those other cliche type girls..
went out in the day wif my boo! dat guy ah... tink i superwoman can! 1hr shower & rush down to pasir ris to meet him... heh when i was dere he wasnt even dere! :p but it's ok... after seeing him made things better... haa! we went to bugis for lunch at.. Banquet in Raffles Hospital.. it was a rainy day! speaking of rainy day! damn! i'm such a white chicken la.. supposed to go tanning wif grace in e morn... to no avail cos it was raining!!! geee...
so as i was saying.. after lunch.. we walked to bugis junction for a bit.. den headed back to tamp to have ice cream at swensens! banana split! yum! ;P
the company was better den the ice cream of cos... after which we headed back hm where we bummed into qin n grace on their way to my place..
after i got hm n changed, we left for PS to meet Jav & Herbz.. bummed into George.. wah damn long nvr see him... guess he still looks the same.. :)
so after catching up wif e guys for a bit we left PS to go Caldecott Hill.. err long journey but was gd experience i must say... haha! =)
she looks great on tv & in person! (not dat i was up close & personal wif her..)
great charisma, great attitude! i like! too bad i aint a guy... *wasted*
well.. i went to Mediacorp studios wif grace & qin to support Ms Jacqueline Ong (Grace's dad's side cousin) cos she was 1 of the contestents... she looks great la.. hot bod & all.. but unfortunately she din quite make it in the end...
the person i was rooting for was Rebecca Lim! wah lao.. wasted sia... her answers r damn crappy!!! such a pretty face but.... haiiizzzz
Jeannie Fong also. super sweet face.. very endearing.. BUT....
However Grace, qin n i had fun i suppose... checkin out guys wif roving eyes, commenting on the other contestents like machiam we damn chio ourselves... haha! :P
but seriously... Cheryl Tay deserves to win! so happy for her altho she din look exactly surprised dat she was gonna win... unlike those other cliche type girls..
went out in the day wif my boo! dat guy ah... tink i superwoman can! 1hr shower & rush down to pasir ris to meet him... heh when i was dere he wasnt even dere! :p but it's ok... after seeing him made things better... haa! we went to bugis for lunch at.. Banquet in Raffles Hospital.. it was a rainy day! speaking of rainy day! damn! i'm such a white chicken la.. supposed to go tanning wif grace in e morn... to no avail cos it was raining!!! geee...
so as i was saying.. after lunch.. we walked to bugis junction for a bit.. den headed back to tamp to have ice cream at swensens! banana split! yum! ;P
the company was better den the ice cream of cos... after which we headed back hm where we bummed into qin n grace on their way to my place..
after i got hm n changed, we left for PS to meet Jav & Herbz.. bummed into George.. wah damn long nvr see him... guess he still looks the same.. :)
so after catching up wif e guys for a bit we left PS to go Caldecott Hill.. err long journey but was gd experience i must say... haha! =)
Friday, April 01, 2005
A dreary & relatively unexciting day...
Current mood: So sleepy!!!!! *yawnzzz*
today has been quite a long day... finally it's nite time & finally heard frm my boo! :P he's back frm outfield... back to the sunny island of tekong! haha.. poor him la..
newaez smthg 2 look forward.. will get to see him tmr! ;)
my day started with driving at 1230-1400.. damn stalled the farkin car again!!! yuck. hate it. oh well.. i m a female driver n i suck dat i admit. jus dun need pple 2 b laughin in my face bout it.. :(
wellzz.. after drivin i went to meet my mummy at tamp int to go to tm for lunch & gai gai..
finally bought a pair of converse shoes! err.. duno wad look i tryin to achieve la.. but jus thot it's not dat ex & it saves me the trouble of travellin to queensway to look for another pair of sneaks.. :P haha lazy me.. yup.. so it's the ol' sch type of canvas shoes.. white colour wif red & navy blue lines! woohoo! damn nice la! to me at least! can use it durin' my trip.. had coffee with qin & jon.. wah lao.. it's been a while since i last spoke to jon.. finally managed to c him & spend some time wif e ol' bud! ;) had dinner wif my parents aft qin & jon left at tm food court.. yummy hokkien mee!!!! my fav! haha! =P wad a pig...
currently waiting for greg to come pick me to go check out fellow Hyundai cars! car forum!! woohoo! super fun!
anywayz.. yay! my jiejie is comin back soon!! =) a couple more days! yay! my room wudnt b so lonely & quiet anymore soon!
today has been quite a long day... finally it's nite time & finally heard frm my boo! :P he's back frm outfield... back to the sunny island of tekong! haha.. poor him la..
newaez smthg 2 look forward.. will get to see him tmr! ;)
my day started with driving at 1230-1400.. damn stalled the farkin car again!!! yuck. hate it. oh well.. i m a female driver n i suck dat i admit. jus dun need pple 2 b laughin in my face bout it.. :(
wellzz.. after drivin i went to meet my mummy at tamp int to go to tm for lunch & gai gai..
finally bought a pair of converse shoes! err.. duno wad look i tryin to achieve la.. but jus thot it's not dat ex & it saves me the trouble of travellin to queensway to look for another pair of sneaks.. :P haha lazy me.. yup.. so it's the ol' sch type of canvas shoes.. white colour wif red & navy blue lines! woohoo! damn nice la! to me at least! can use it durin' my trip.. had coffee with qin & jon.. wah lao.. it's been a while since i last spoke to jon.. finally managed to c him & spend some time wif e ol' bud! ;) had dinner wif my parents aft qin & jon left at tm food court.. yummy hokkien mee!!!! my fav! haha! =P wad a pig...
currently waiting for greg to come pick me to go check out fellow Hyundai cars! car forum!! woohoo! super fun!
anywayz.. yay! my jiejie is comin back soon!! =) a couple more days! yay! my room wudnt b so lonely & quiet anymore soon!
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